Hail the apocalypse and welcome to the end
Time has come now to see your faith dissolve
Murdering scum and men who walk blind
There's no excuse for the damage you have done
As a wolf among sheep
My will (to) manipulate
And curse the false Gods of men
Indulge yourself in the seeds of the Satan
All the lies you preach
Hypocrisy you teach
The abuse of a child
Walk away and turn your cheek
Misery and suicide
Violence and drug abuse
The blood is on your hands
And they'll never wash clean!
Written 20-11-2011
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Friday, March 29, 2013
Vexed
Vexed are they
Between these walls
Nothing here will stand or fall
All your shit vexed!
Laugh so hard
It's all the same
Up is down, pleasure is pain
Inside you, denied
Inside me, you've died
All your shit vexed!
Written 10-12-2007
Between these walls
Nothing here will stand or fall
All your shit vexed!
Laugh so hard
It's all the same
Up is down, pleasure is pain
Inside you, denied
Inside me, you've died
All your shit vexed!
Written 10-12-2007
Monday, February 18, 2013
The Mundane Anti Satanic Theme
So apocalyptic, they preach
So fervent they speak
About ghouls, magic and the above all creep!
Sinister they claim
So dark and unholy; one and the same
Desperate cry, furiously they behave!
They make their enemies
They make their foes
Countless repetitions
Of false principles they throw!
If in fact, or in true
They reach fame under a sign, it's nothing new
Burning bridges, cleansing with flame
Still it's the old serpent they seek to blame!
Of higher spirits they shall never know
But to create turmoil in their final blow;
It must be so!
Seekers of the hidden
Collectors of the forbidden
All in vain
When their mind is guilt ridden!
Shambles a ringing
Blood-swords a clinging
A past age reliving
In this day singing:
Of northern skies
Though near south they rise
The fallen angels
That made the fool(s) wise
When they pick and blame
To scapegoat the one to shame
When nerves begin to twitch
They may make their last wish!
Before beheading themselves of wisdom
They shall not be spared in that infernal kingdom!
Though unpleasant their sounds
They're so eager to hell bound
To look with lust upon the 'keys'
Shall serve none of their mortal deeds!
(Though unlocking may seem a delight
They shall never bear the secret of infernal light)
So bold a wisdom
So carnal a knowledge
Yet in themselves
It finds no storage
Of a hell so black
And a heaven so blue
They seem to demand
The destruction due!
When evil is to live
And death is to have been
No more will they ponder
The indulging that is sin!
For flesh prevaileth
And darkness stands sure
The positive side
Is what will endure!
From section to section
Of words on play
They might find reason
In some of them someday
Curse the vile and rotten
For it is they that stand in our way!
Deprive us of those souls forgotten
The outer darkness is where they'll make their stay!
So upon this earth
We'll make the claim
There's only one ruler
In all of us the same
He lives in our nature
From the shadow of our soul
Makes due as thine commitment
Unveils your every goal!
Take a sip of the elixir
No, he was not born a trickster!
The outline of his guise
An mystery still to the wise!
Of powers reached
And empires that fell
All have summoned up
The powers of hell!
They cried and they wept
Because the world of theirs was swept
Away, whence they came
And cursed their fall
Wounded, tortured
Cause the winner took it all!
For might is right
And it is a heavy plight
All is upside down
When darkness becomes light!
So if not now thine dark nature is known
Read again and let it be shown
For all the world cannot deny
The all encompassing will
In earth, sea, air and sky
He is lying asleep
Dreaming still....
So goes the theme
Of humane, mundane swill
Anti Satanic
Cause they cannot perfect the skill.
Written 11-10-2005
So fervent they speak
About ghouls, magic and the above all creep!
Sinister they claim
So dark and unholy; one and the same
Desperate cry, furiously they behave!
They make their enemies
They make their foes
Countless repetitions
Of false principles they throw!
If in fact, or in true
They reach fame under a sign, it's nothing new
Burning bridges, cleansing with flame
Still it's the old serpent they seek to blame!
Of higher spirits they shall never know
But to create turmoil in their final blow;
It must be so!
Seekers of the hidden
Collectors of the forbidden
All in vain
When their mind is guilt ridden!
Shambles a ringing
Blood-swords a clinging
A past age reliving
In this day singing:
Of northern skies
Though near south they rise
The fallen angels
That made the fool(s) wise
When they pick and blame
To scapegoat the one to shame
When nerves begin to twitch
They may make their last wish!
Before beheading themselves of wisdom
They shall not be spared in that infernal kingdom!
Though unpleasant their sounds
They're so eager to hell bound
To look with lust upon the 'keys'
Shall serve none of their mortal deeds!
(Though unlocking may seem a delight
They shall never bear the secret of infernal light)
So bold a wisdom
So carnal a knowledge
Yet in themselves
It finds no storage
Of a hell so black
And a heaven so blue
They seem to demand
The destruction due!
When evil is to live
And death is to have been
No more will they ponder
The indulging that is sin!
For flesh prevaileth
And darkness stands sure
The positive side
Is what will endure!
From section to section
Of words on play
They might find reason
In some of them someday
Curse the vile and rotten
For it is they that stand in our way!
Deprive us of those souls forgotten
The outer darkness is where they'll make their stay!
So upon this earth
We'll make the claim
There's only one ruler
In all of us the same
He lives in our nature
From the shadow of our soul
Makes due as thine commitment
Unveils your every goal!
Take a sip of the elixir
No, he was not born a trickster!
The outline of his guise
An mystery still to the wise!
Of powers reached
And empires that fell
All have summoned up
The powers of hell!
They cried and they wept
Because the world of theirs was swept
Away, whence they came
And cursed their fall
Wounded, tortured
Cause the winner took it all!
For might is right
And it is a heavy plight
All is upside down
When darkness becomes light!
So if not now thine dark nature is known
Read again and let it be shown
For all the world cannot deny
The all encompassing will
In earth, sea, air and sky
He is lying asleep
Dreaming still....
So goes the theme
Of humane, mundane swill
Anti Satanic
Cause they cannot perfect the skill.
Written 11-10-2005
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Anywhere But Here
I want to share beauty
Anywhere but here
I want to see universal ecstasy
Anywhere but here
I want to see all lights glitter
Anywhere but here
Be mesmerized by the moon's totality
Anywhere but here
I love to tread each star
Anywhere but here
Travel many a mile afar
Anywhere but here
Make mine as is mine
Anywhere but here
So that thine can be thine
Anywhere but here
Until our love be passionate
Anywhere but here
Self-realize our compassion
Anywhere but here
Though a simple fool I be
It's why I can't take you along with me
Many a reason I may ponder
Though the pain doth tear me asunder
For within oneself there sheds a past
Some dark memories that may still yet be cast
I shall break for none, as to where I steer
To feel life and its joys
Anywhere but here.
Written 08-12-2005
Anywhere but here
I want to see universal ecstasy
Anywhere but here
I want to see all lights glitter
Anywhere but here
Be mesmerized by the moon's totality
Anywhere but here
I love to tread each star
Anywhere but here
Travel many a mile afar
Anywhere but here
Make mine as is mine
Anywhere but here
So that thine can be thine
Anywhere but here
Until our love be passionate
Anywhere but here
Self-realize our compassion
Anywhere but here
Though a simple fool I be
It's why I can't take you along with me
Many a reason I may ponder
Though the pain doth tear me asunder
For within oneself there sheds a past
Some dark memories that may still yet be cast
I shall break for none, as to where I steer
To feel life and its joys
Anywhere but here.
Written 08-12-2005
Waste, Filth, Dirt, Vile Shit: What Are You Going To Do About It?
I walk upon the waste
The putrid air I taste
It lays bare my face
As I walk upon the waste
I lure about the filth
Its sight I cannot kill
It's my own blood I spill
As I lure about the filth
I walk past the dirt
It stains my shoes and shirt
Inside a pain, I hurt
As I walk past the dirt
I sleep among the vile
Their cheap and tawdry smiles
How transparent their guile
As I sleep amongst the vile
Alas I stand in shit
An incureable disease rose from it
They clog me as they see fit
As I'm being buried in shit.
(Alt. version:
Alas I stand in shit
No room to distance me from it
They rob me as they see fit
As I'm being buried in shit.)
Written 08-10-2005
The putrid air I taste
It lays bare my face
As I walk upon the waste
I lure about the filth
Its sight I cannot kill
It's my own blood I spill
As I lure about the filth
I walk past the dirt
It stains my shoes and shirt
Inside a pain, I hurt
As I walk past the dirt
I sleep among the vile
Their cheap and tawdry smiles
How transparent their guile
As I sleep amongst the vile
Alas I stand in shit
An incureable disease rose from it
They clog me as they see fit
As I'm being buried in shit.
(Alt. version:
Alas I stand in shit
No room to distance me from it
They rob me as they see fit
As I'm being buried in shit.)
Written 08-10-2005
Friday, February 1, 2013
Reptile (Cold Blooded)
The nocturne summons
And pours through the ooze
Reminder of the way we are
Close to brain dead yet fired up
Regrets, still counting
There's nothing to worry about (?)
Behind the casual conversation
Should it draw me?
Paddling through cold blood
Rusty knife pierced slowly
Silenced, hear them beckon me
Pentagram, crucifix, atrocity
Slither around, the way, the sound
The touch caress the rustic heart
The name arise, the rest despise
Uncontrollable weakness
Your temperature is too high!
There's something darker growing
Becoming visible to all
I'm trapped in the illusion
Not far from it now
Trickling; perspiration
Trickling, need oxygen
I've lasted this long
To be forever ignored
I've reigned before
Oppose to be ignored!
Written 29-11-2001 + 22-08-2002
And pours through the ooze
Reminder of the way we are
Close to brain dead yet fired up
Regrets, still counting
There's nothing to worry about (?)
Behind the casual conversation
Should it draw me?
Paddling through cold blood
Rusty knife pierced slowly
Silenced, hear them beckon me
Pentagram, crucifix, atrocity
Slither around, the way, the sound
The touch caress the rustic heart
The name arise, the rest despise
Uncontrollable weakness
Your temperature is too high!
There's something darker growing
Becoming visible to all
I'm trapped in the illusion
Not far from it now
Trickling; perspiration
Trickling, need oxygen
I've lasted this long
To be forever ignored
I've reigned before
Oppose to be ignored!
Written 29-11-2001 + 22-08-2002
Friday, January 25, 2013
Uncolorful Design
Ride amid dark waves
Surpassing the points of sanity
Climbing these perpendicular hills
Into the glare of the moon,
Vanishing in the vast
Beyond the air that chokes on empty
Releasing with it a ray of energy
That tries to win its optimism back
Many lie them, there, into the earth
A place from where darkness gave birth
And encloses thy with the black muck
Until light cannot be seen for many a width
Into uncolored vasts we fly
Forever from here we are chained to the sky
If ever I could sew a piece of me onto you
You'd forsake the memory
Of this shade that poured itself through you
Blood drips from a blood red eye
As from her insides
The pain drips from her frailty
Into a well where thousands of screams
Dwell in an everlasting void
Where no release is met
And where designs are what they are
When you have sought yourself
Beneath the world.
Written 08-05-2006
Surpassing the points of sanity
Climbing these perpendicular hills
Into the glare of the moon,
Vanishing in the vast
Beyond the air that chokes on empty
Releasing with it a ray of energy
That tries to win its optimism back
Many lie them, there, into the earth
A place from where darkness gave birth
And encloses thy with the black muck
Until light cannot be seen for many a width
Into uncolored vasts we fly
Forever from here we are chained to the sky
If ever I could sew a piece of me onto you
You'd forsake the memory
Of this shade that poured itself through you
Blood drips from a blood red eye
As from her insides
The pain drips from her frailty
Into a well where thousands of screams
Dwell in an everlasting void
Where no release is met
And where designs are what they are
When you have sought yourself
Beneath the world.
Written 08-05-2006
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Blood Love
Beyond realms of despair
The unloved scream for repair
The salt of tears
Fall onto wounds still fresh
Undo this sickness before my eyes
Eternal beauty leaps unto the skies
I reach, they run
For without me is to have more fun
I've become bitter
From bitterness
Into the well of darkness
I've come to be adjusted
In its likeness
An I bear the mark
And I am shunned by the eternal spark
I am one in all
And all in one
I have no counterpart
I'm too far removed
From what they want
Introvert and skeptical
The opposite of all things political
Anti religious
Anti human
Like the Sin of Onan
They are a waste of semen!
I exist within nowhere
I speak and say nothing
My love is to unlove
My care is to despair
What I feel; is to be denied
What I hate; is to be praised
Am I to be forever night,
Never to wake at dusk?
Am I bound to eternal darkness,
To lifelessly rust?
As eternity changes shape
More narrow its halls get
Scarred by the claws of the divine
The religious body should forever die!
Into an unblessed void:
There is no future
There is only today
There is some past
And I call it today
Leave me to be
As God I created my own country
My own world on behalf of my own
Law and order through chaos
You have never seen!
Close my eyes
But never sleep
I'm right there where I don't want to be
And until the day of death I linger...
Please don't wake me...
Please don't wake me...
Written 13-07-2006
The unloved scream for repair
The salt of tears
Fall onto wounds still fresh
Undo this sickness before my eyes
Eternal beauty leaps unto the skies
I reach, they run
For without me is to have more fun
I've become bitter
From bitterness
Into the well of darkness
I've come to be adjusted
In its likeness
An I bear the mark
And I am shunned by the eternal spark
I am one in all
And all in one
I have no counterpart
I'm too far removed
From what they want
Introvert and skeptical
The opposite of all things political
Anti religious
Anti human
Like the Sin of Onan
They are a waste of semen!
I exist within nowhere
I speak and say nothing
My love is to unlove
My care is to despair
What I feel; is to be denied
What I hate; is to be praised
Am I to be forever night,
Never to wake at dusk?
Am I bound to eternal darkness,
To lifelessly rust?
As eternity changes shape
More narrow its halls get
Scarred by the claws of the divine
The religious body should forever die!
Into an unblessed void:
There is no future
There is only today
There is some past
And I call it today
Leave me to be
As God I created my own country
My own world on behalf of my own
Law and order through chaos
You have never seen!
Close my eyes
But never sleep
I'm right there where I don't want to be
And until the day of death I linger...
Please don't wake me...
Please don't wake me...
Written 13-07-2006
Saturday, January 12, 2013
FLAGELLUM DEI
Feeling utter darkness becoming one
Jagged edges toward every abyss I've known
Down and always amidst gardens of grief
Eternal blackness is carved into my skin
And I lay waste the angel-soul
That once begot me
Amongst spheres of un-being
I march upright in the kingdom of shadows
Where chaos is etched in eternity
Only the strong and positive will walk the line
With the knowledge
That everything eventually fades to black.
Written 22-12-2006
Jagged edges toward every abyss I've known
Down and always amidst gardens of grief
Eternal blackness is carved into my skin
And I lay waste the angel-soul
That once begot me
Amongst spheres of un-being
I march upright in the kingdom of shadows
Where chaos is etched in eternity
Only the strong and positive will walk the line
With the knowledge
That everything eventually fades to black.
Written 22-12-2006
Sunday, January 6, 2013
When Conquest is My Aim
...And behold I saw a light,
That was no light!
But a tripwire into
A pit of temptational sin
I leaped toward the gate
Dare? I would not crawl!
Through bloodshed of the past
I became a victim once more
Of something I should've seen
Of something I could withhold
But damn the tentacles
I embrace yet another fall
I, a wide open mind
As to you, wide open soul
But to be tied as a knot
We felt no harm to be done
Thy, to be crossing
My 'salt on wound' trail
Thy pusheth the salt deeper
A straight face...
I've felt this before
As the night became bolder
The lights were flickering in a pale darkness
That smelled of inferior collective conspiracy
A truly ghastly gesture
Our minds rotten
But content with where we stand
This was of one night
But how many more to follow?
All I yearned for
Nearly reached its peak
Let us silently speak
As I won't tread these shores
Unless conquest is my aim
Thou tempt me with mere seduction
As I speak, I won't lie
So it's working and I'm sure
To blast my way through this voyage
Written 18-02-2003
That was no light!
But a tripwire into
A pit of temptational sin
I leaped toward the gate
Dare? I would not crawl!
Through bloodshed of the past
I became a victim once more
Of something I should've seen
Of something I could withhold
But damn the tentacles
I embrace yet another fall
I, a wide open mind
As to you, wide open soul
But to be tied as a knot
We felt no harm to be done
Thy, to be crossing
My 'salt on wound' trail
Thy pusheth the salt deeper
A straight face...
I've felt this before
As the night became bolder
The lights were flickering in a pale darkness
That smelled of inferior collective conspiracy
A truly ghastly gesture
Our minds rotten
But content with where we stand
This was of one night
But how many more to follow?
All I yearned for
Nearly reached its peak
Let us silently speak
As I won't tread these shores
Unless conquest is my aim
Thou tempt me with mere seduction
As I speak, I won't lie
So it's working and I'm sure
To blast my way through this voyage
Written 18-02-2003
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
The First
It's easy to stray
In one's life, with multiple pains
A growth has waned
In similar mind-drain
Can't lie face-down
Stillborn hate fused
And your meekness can not shield
What's about to unfold
Hardend like you an I
A guard for one's own true bliss
Introvert, it's all you say
It's never enough for me anyway
In need of what has died
I do confront this nightmare outside
But keep to myself
Oppose to wander in disguise
Can't create if face-down
Stillborn hate fused
Your meekness can not shield
What's becoming entrapment
Still hold my will against you
Through worship mislead
This turmoil becomes poison
Don't enshrine the first as chosen
Reign above the tide!
Walking fields obscure and slowly
To understand why
Your facing the end so lonely
Can't create if face-down
Hate has fused
This meekness could not shield
Alas, to what has unfold
Darkend like you and I
Stand guard for pure and true bliss
Introvert, it's all been said
This loss won't keep and won't stay
In me...
Written 08-08-2002
In one's life, with multiple pains
A growth has waned
In similar mind-drain
Can't lie face-down
Stillborn hate fused
And your meekness can not shield
What's about to unfold
Hardend like you an I
A guard for one's own true bliss
Introvert, it's all you say
It's never enough for me anyway
In need of what has died
I do confront this nightmare outside
But keep to myself
Oppose to wander in disguise
Can't create if face-down
Stillborn hate fused
Your meekness can not shield
What's becoming entrapment
Still hold my will against you
Through worship mislead
This turmoil becomes poison
Don't enshrine the first as chosen
Reign above the tide!
Walking fields obscure and slowly
To understand why
Your facing the end so lonely
Can't create if face-down
Hate has fused
This meekness could not shield
Alas, to what has unfold
Darkend like you and I
Stand guard for pure and true bliss
Introvert, it's all been said
This loss won't keep and won't stay
In me...
Written 08-08-2002
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