Blood Love

Beyond realms of despair
The unloved scream for repair
The salt of tears
Fall onto wounds still fresh

Undo this sickness before my eyes
Eternal beauty leaps unto the skies
I reach, they run
For without me is to have more fun

I've become bitter
From bitterness
Into the well of darkness
I've come to be adjusted
In its likeness

An I bear the mark
And I am shunned by the eternal spark
I am one in all
And all in one
I have no counterpart
I'm too far removed
From what they want

Introvert and skeptical
The opposite of all things political
Anti religious
Anti human
Like the Sin of Onan
They are a waste of semen!

I exist within nowhere
I speak and say nothing
My love is to unlove
My care is to despair

What I feel; is to be denied
What I hate; is to be praised

Am I to be forever night,
Never to wake at dusk?
Am I bound to eternal darkness,
To lifelessly rust?

As eternity changes shape
More narrow its halls get
Scarred by the claws of the divine
The religious body should forever die!

Into an unblessed void:
There is no future
There is only today
There is some past
And I call it today

Leave me to be
As God I created my own country
My own world on behalf of my own
Law and order through chaos
You have never seen!

Close my eyes
But never sleep
I'm right there where I don't want to be
And until the day of death I linger...

Please don't wake me...
Please don't wake me...

Written 13-07-2006